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I resonate with this so deeply, especially with Temperance representing one of my guardian angels. Once I feel confident is making an action plan to be more proactive in my life, I forget to corporate rest/recovery and now I'm needing extra days recovering from burn out. It doesn't help that whenever I am resting, I can hear the ecos of my father (sometimes boyfriend but he has been checked)

"Why are you doing nothing?"

"You are lazy"

"You must keep investing and learning"

"You will fall behind"

"You are wasting time and energy"

"You are unfocused"

-voices of men who feel like they need to compete with me versus build with me-

And these chants reinforce my need to have control and my insecurities in being enough. It's been an extremely cycle of indulgence and r rest versus restrictions and action.

This post feels very validating and a great tool to incorporate both extremes.

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